As I just got off the phone and suddenly it hit me like a concrete wall at full speed. I am lonely. I don't know. I broke up with my girl. It was just not leading anywhere. At first it was okay. I felt releaved and I felt free. I was sure I did the right thing and that all would be cool. I still think that it was the right thing to do. But I'm not a person, who likes to be alone. Now I sit here and I don't know what to do. I have no idea where to go to or whom to speak to. All bonds seem to have vanished during the 10 months I was with her. Everyday I have to drag myself to work, hoping that time passes quickly. The best day really is friday, but on saturday the weekend is as good as gone already. I'm not sure how long I'll be able to take all of that.

Well at least you are reading this. Thank you.

Take care.

Rick